Overload

OVERLOAD OVERUSE OVERTIME
lead to
STRESS STRESS and STRESS

MAY pack month, and tired month...
When i only can finish all my stuff...
Help me and save me...

Gosh, i am sore throat now.

Important thing to you ???

Money is still evil as always... Money is important to you and me.. but money cant buy a lot of thing for us, eg: relationship, health, and etc... So, think carefully and choose the thing important to you...

BEsides that, do u think of when you trying to say smth and use the word money to oppress once dignity, is that u should do or not ?? everyone got the dignity suppose to be respect... Think twice when u wanna say or do smth...

Down to up

2011.03.09 a moody day to me but this day end with a happy mood..
moody cos of a lot of thing bothering me... aikzz..
Mood started to change from the time my senior, Peng Sheng came...
So went to Secret Recipe with Jason and Matthew for tea time
and thanks Jason for the treat....
At first, thought going movie with classmates and SLK RF
but end up with SLK RF and him... haha
So mood from down----> up

2011.01.02

2011.01.02
A late breakfast an early lunch with Panda Papa and Panda Mama
Had the famous curry mee at Air Itam
saw the two grandmas selling for it with the helped of probably granddaughter and daughter
Both of the grandmas remind me of my own grandma and granny at home
Do i really spend time to look on them?
for grandma its will be a YES,
but for granny that's NO, wad a shameful thing?
After today,
I promise myself I will spend more time with her
as I don't want there is a regret in 2011
and they are my closet family.

So frens,
~cherish the one we love and love us, dont wait until they missing only regret~

Time flies

Times flies very fast recently

BUT I still got a lot of stuff on my hand is pending to finish it off

I think now is not the time for me to tumb but yet my hands do not listen to my order and they brought me here to speak out of my voice

Seriously, I am kind of tired with everything but i just could not stop it right now at this moment

Tired of life, but still need to movement… is dis life???

Absolutely, yes !

cos everyone is moving to their dreams..

so Jocelyn Yew, please do not do thing that irresponsible to urself and urs responsibilities.

红豆冰的情缘

乱了好久的红豆冰

终于吃到啦好开心哟

在热热的天气里

可以吃到一口又一口冷冰冰的红豆冰

那种感觉真的无比形容

吃红豆冰的时候让我想起好多好多的回忆

红豆冰对我来说就像一个故事

它也是我最喜爱的甜点

小女孩的时候都是爸爸牵着我的小手

或者是一通电话给爸爸，

爸爸就会将我最喜爱的红豆冰不要红豆还有玉蜀黍变出来哦

到我长大了由于课业上的繁忙，还有补习的时间不允许我如此的懊恼

红豆冰就这样慢慢的不见了

除非我真的很想很想吃

直到某年的那一天

因为一次的机会，他知道了我爱吃红豆冰

也在偶然的机缘下，

他利用了红豆冰让我开心

也因为这样他也变得好爱吃红豆冰(不过我们不是常常吃哟，否则我们会中diabetes）

直到现在那一段属于我们不完美的爱情我还是常常的忆起

不过该放下的就应该放下

在执着也是于事无补

所以希望你幸福快乐

～那一段和你在一起的日子真的是我中学以来最开心的一段日子
谢谢你

无题

我真的很不开心
有谁可以陪陪我

我真的很累
有谁可以让我依靠

我真的很在乎
有谁可以懂

我很想离开这不开心的地方

我很想放假

带我远离槟城好吗？？

带我远离不开心之地好吗？？

闷

星期六过得好乏味
除了电脑的陪伴
就是床咯
aikz

晚上和junie 还有他的cousins去海边走走
吹吹海风，听听海浪声
来到海边想起阿牛的歌
“你是汹涌的海浪，我是疲惫的沙滩......"

对我来说，海边曾经是我觉得开心浪漫的地方
只不过现在它却变成了我不开心的时候喜欢去的地方
因为海风，海浪声足以让我平下我的心里的懊恼
只要静静地坐在那儿，很容易的就会把不美好的心情抛到九霄云外
也许我这个人就是这样，
心情有时候会隐藏得很好，
有时候却不能做到
最近更加严重到情绪一直起伏不定
不懂几时会得到焦虑症或者其他什么精神病
还是操劳过度而引发的病！！！
看来我想太多了！！！aikz

海边带给我的回忆包含了酸甜苦辣！！
回忆有了酸甜苦辣，
证明了我们的人生是多么的奇妙
多么的多姿多彩
就算我们有了其中一种
我们的生活就不算精彩了！！

虽然今天很多朋友都没空，
丢下我一个女孩子，
只不过我还是一样度过了星期六
我的星期六的却不精彩
只不过我还是一样活过了
胡言乱语一番！！！

Nonsense crap

I know the memory between 10 and me should be ended
but i jus dunno why whenever i go to the place he brought me dere
I always think back the memory with him
He brought me the happiest time
he really treat me well and I did that to him too
I always share my happiness wif him and my family
My family and I like him a lot
He had his special and unique characteristic that others dont have
He cheers me up when I am down,
He take care me, he fetched me home (he share my dad's duty)
I remembered the most,
one day he did not know that my dad fetched me home( usually dad fetched me)
so he waited at my house until 10.30pm, and he did not knw that dad's out to fetch me home, so he came to my tuition there too... when i happened to see both of dem,
and he asked me to sit my dad's motor... while he followed us quitely behind...
my dad asked me to tell him, "wear helmet for his own safety" and my dad did tell him, " next tym you wanna fetch my daughter back home ah, jus tell me, den i can sit at home and watch tv" i was lyk lol la... haha...my dad is cute right ??
Suddenly the memory wif u attacked me again.. aikz..
is it because of U dis India appeared in front me on last thursday ???
wish u all the best in urs exam, India Man !!!
haha!!!
Night ~

Tired

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不开心

心情好复杂
真的不知道自己想怎样
在家里
做什么都被那个人讲我的不好
那为什么我还要去帮她呢？？？
每天回到家里避免看见她
我都选择把自己关在房里
这样我就能少见她
争吵也会少一些
为什么我的容忍之心的时间那么短
为什么？？
为什么他对我的态度和对别人的态度不一样？？
她说我没有体谅她，难道她就有体谅过我吗??
还把妹妹夹在中间！！
她有话不会直接告诉我吗，为什么要去烦妹妹呢？？
毕竟这是我和她的事，为何要牵涉第三个人！！
婆婆要我迁就她，让她，
原因只有几个，那就是不要之前所发生的事情又在发生
还有为了不让家里失去能够照顾家的人！！
总而言之，
婆婆就是要我大事化小，小事化无！！
我已经尝试了不要去管她
可是她就是这样！！
aikz
我累了，
我什么都不管了！！！

...

I, Jocelyn

Doesnt want anything d,

I just wan my simple life back

I dun wan unhappy

I wan a happy me

so

my family,

"families"

and fren

wont worry abt me

Everything will be new start from Sunday

A new me, A new life!!!

yeah!!!

如果要看见最灿烂的笑容，

那么那双脚一定要走出悲伤！！！

因为只有走出悲伤，

脸上才会露出像日出一样灿烂美丽的笑容！！！

灿烂的笑容不知可以溶化一个人的心

也可以带给身边的人

温暖的心！！！

这是什么歪理论？？？

哈哈！！！

废话连篇

在休息片刻的时候，

看了部连续剧关于学校的生活

这部连续剧放映了现代的学生们在学校的点滴

原本以为，只是读到有点累，想放松心情一下

然而，看了这部戏让我有许多感慨

男学生为了报复女学生把他将老师关在体育室一事说出来

而一直怀恨在心...

某一天他遇见了那老师在安慰那不开心的女学生，

他将画面拍下，并发给每个人

就这样谣言满天飞

老师也知道是谁做的

当老师要把学生带到校长室，男老师和男学生发生了争执，

因为男学生不肯为他所做的一切付上责任，

就这样在拉拉扯扯的情况下，男学生跌倒了，撞伤了头

就这样男学生的家长也被“邀”到学校

可是那位家长不但没有指责孩子的错，

反而变成了老师的错

家长不但没有分青红皂白，就一口认定是老师的错

难道孩子的错在父母的眼里，就是对的吗？？

我个人认为孩子做错事情，家长1应该给与适当的体罚，而不是包庇他，纵容他，

这样孩子才会从中体会到什么是该做的，什么是不该做的

因此孩子才能在走在一个队的人生

College Life going to end soon...

The time for now is 12am which mean its Monday...

My feeling right now is kinda complicated,

because i am going to leave Disted for another 3 weeks ( I think)

The time i studied in college flies very fast!!!

I had been studied there for ten months,

i knew my buddy which is my "family" dere

and i had my AHMAJO name from there... (i love da name)

we cheer, laugh, chat, play together...

and we also had our lunch break together..

besides that we also will plan for everyone birthday..

Junie, still remember?? Instead buying u an original cake we replaced it wif Swiss Roll...

Aemy, still remember urs birthday present which is a DVD??

Joe Shen, The special one, get scare by us thought we bought him something scary?

David, celebrate in KFC at Island Plaza with a small cake and two spongebob accessories,

Warren, we did not celebrate for u but we bought u an "W" necklace...

Bernard, although we celebrate it late, but we still wan 2 thanks u for the lunch...

I will never forget that u guyz celebrate my sweet 18 wif me at Little Cottage 2...

And yet we going to have our trip together,

i cant wait for it,

its might going to be the first and last trip for us to be together

i think i am going to miss u guyz in the future..

I wish all the best to you guyz...

Nite

Not 2 waste food and water

I had jus read a mail from my aunt which is " Not to waste food and water "
This email showed a lot of picture of a country children which lack of food and water and most of dem looked skinny and lack of vitamin and some of dem might have the diseases...
This make me recall my memory..
That day a group of fren went for dinner together,
and my fren was so greedy and they took a lot of foods, and they were jus sitting dere keep eat and eat but end up dey cant finished all da thing... i think the food they wasted.. is enough for ppl at the rural country and they sure happy wif it... And most of us saw the food they leftover... we also dunno wad to say abt them... HAiz... why dis will happen ??
Although we were born in a peace and harmony country... But we also have 2 appreciate to everything that we have... we shud not waste any single thing in dis world...
As long as we feel that is enough for us we shuld stop to desire for something we did not really need for it...
Is time for us to learn to appreciate the thing we have...

~I think i got many error here... hopes u guyz dun mind la..
Pls give me sometimes to improve myself,
I believe i write a better 1....

.......

Recently dunno why my immune system suddenly become weak jor...

Woke up early in da morning, will start sneeze...

Aiks... ( Sneeze till maths lecturer make me embarrassed in da class... omg)...

This few days,

I dunno whether is the weather porblem or haze

or i am the one making myself too tired

and cause the sickness come towards me...

Haiz...

ALthough I am sick now and

i still have to finish my another around 100+ name for the name tag

and also my ECON assignment which i mentioned b4....

Today went to help my bro to do something

and

Until today i onli realise that someone in dis world,

can did all the last minute work and bring the troubles to me...

and he never thinks on other ppl and he jus think abt himself...

hey, man

i am not the superwoman, or a robot,

and my parents born me with a pair of hands and i jus can work wif a pair ...

and i also dunno where and how 2 find extra hand to do all the thing for u in one day

if i was superwoman or robot,

i also have to rest instead of doing the thing non-stop...

crazy man

who can do it ??

i know the event is near d...

but wad can i do??

i need to study,

need to finish my assignment

and i not as free as U..

when i need urs help,

wad u tell me,

u give me a lot of reason,

and u send me da thing late and u now u tell me u wan it as fast as possible..

and how can i make it ??

but luckily i got those nice and good people

not like U that always jus know how to order ppl do work...

Haiz...

For me,

a good leader should willing to help those committee members when they need the help

and not jus standing dere and talked nonsense

and showed the anger face...

BEsides that,

I suggested u change da ways u speak

not u speak wif louder voice den ppl sure can work for u d...

and dis is the teamwork not one man show la...

if u can one man show do all the thing

i will jus said u GENG

but u cant do it...

Haiz

**Stop here la... dun 1 to continue craping here d...

Wan continue my assignment d...

Gambateh, Jocelyn and those my ECON's classmate...

Mother's Day

一个人在远方的您，今年的母亲节应该是很孤单吧！！
想必远方的您此时此刻一定是想起我们四个“小瓜”咯！！然后偷偷掉眼泪吧！！
妈咪，昨天你致电回来来不及告诉您“母亲节快乐”您就挂电了...
所以现在我想用最真诚的心祝福您，
“Happy Mother's Day”
希望远方的您有收到哟！！

Besides that, I also would like 2 say "HAppy Mother's Day" to my aunty and my ahma... who take care me for the pass 18 years... I appreciated what urs all bring to me... I felt that i am so lucky to have aunty and ahma that always stay wif me when i met any problems.. Thank you so much...

雨天的心情

现在是5.47pm，倾盆大雨....
想起很多事情！！现在的心情就像天空一样的灰暗！！
两年前，"他"选择了在雨中向我叙述“他”对我的好感，
我问他，为什么会选择雨天呢？
“他”告诉我，我们热带国家没有四季之分，只有晴天，雨天之分，
“他”也想要让我有个难忘的一天所以就选择了雨天！！
我却突然冒了一句：如果连续几个星期没有下雨的话呢？？
他却说：也许是命中注定要我们在这一天开始相恋所以就下起雨来！！
那时候的我，听了也觉得很好笑！！
从那一天开始我就喜欢上了雨天，因为雨天总是带给我甜美的回忆
一旦有机会，我们俩就是喜欢骑着摩多在雨天行驶，
所以我们俩一直生病！！真的好笑！！
然而“他”却在八月中的一个雨天，向我提起了分手的事情，
那时的我正要考试，心情也贴入谷底，
老师也问我到底发生了什么事情？？我只是静静的，什么回复也没有给！！
从那一刻开始我就不喜欢雨天了，因为雨天总是带给我复杂的心情！！
现在的雨天，我只想好好的在家里睡觉，什么事情都不需要去想！！
好像赶快能把手放开，好让自己不会再受雨天的折磨！！

因为有家，所以我不孤单

今天虽是2月14日，也就是情人节！！
erm....
在这一天我睡到日山三竿才起床，
醒来不久后就开始上网下载一些动听的歌，
下载了整半天，在弄好了两个专辑，
有够慢的...哈哈
等待下载完毕的时候，
我就做我的功课，然后去开会！！
我的功课依然做不完，可是会议却闷到我快睡着了！！
哈哈！！要不是明天有活动才不去！！blek！！
开完会就回家继续弄我的东西，就这样东摸摸西摸摸的时间就这样溜掉了！！
不知不觉时间就到了晚饭的时间，
今天婆婆没下厨，所以我们就全家出去吃咯！！
左想右想的不知道要去哪儿吃，
结果最后的决定就去“好好”！！
我们点了生日面也就是所谓的淋面（超好吃的），印度虾，Siam style蒸鱼，马来风光（我们一家人的最爱），猪手（本人不大喜欢），虾米豆腐（本人最爱）... 是不是很丰富呢？？想不想吃？？
我们一家都吃的好饱，本人也吃了比一盘多的饭（很久没那么好的胃口了）... 平常出去吃也只是一盘而已，在家更恐怖只是几口饭罢了（并不是婆婆煮的不好吃，只是胃口没那么好）
吃完了，我们就回家去了！！我今天好像在做很多废的东西吧！！
我的情人节就这样的过去了！！
你们的情人节又是怎样呢？

很多人都以为情人节一定要和情人过才有意义，
可是我觉得并不是的！！
对我而言能够和自己爱的人也爱自己的人在一起每一天都是情人节啊！！
而不一定要在2月14日在一起出去庆祝！！
反而我觉得情人节不止可以和情侣庆祝，和家人朋友庆祝也是可以的啊！！
所以我觉得没有情人的朋友不必太羡慕那些情侣啦！！
因为你们并不孤单因为还有很多单身贵族的朋友仍然很乐意陪你的，
即使他们不愿意，还有家人的陪伴啊！！
家人永远都是对我们最好的人，因为他们永远对我们都是不离不弃，
总是在我们最需要他们的时候给予支持与陪伴！！
可是今年我的情人节唯一美中不足的竟然是“他”不在我们身旁，
好希望你能尽快回到我们的身旁，
因为，
我不想再失去任何一个对我很重要的人！！
失去一个不爱自己的人并不痛苦，然而失去一个对自己很重要的人那才是真正的痛苦！！
好啦，不说伤心事了！！
祝大家情人节快乐！！！