连哭都是我的错

分手到底是不是
你要的结果
给不了我太多
还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱
记得那么多
怎么放手
也许上天安排你
我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱
不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手
流着泪不准你走
说我贱我也无话可说
连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
我看见你们拥抱
还一笑而过
沉默是我的错

空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体
已经太执着
爱你是我错
连结束也是我的错

也许上天安排你
我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱
不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手
流着泪不准你走
说我贱我也无话可说
连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
我看见你们拥抱
还一笑而过
沉默是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体
已经太执着
爱你是我错
连结束也是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体
已经太执着
爱你是我错
连结束也是我的错

Jerina's farewell

Today went to Gurney wif my "family",

because we had a farewell gathering for Jerina

She is going to leave us and fly to Adelaide for her study

so we catch up each other around 1pm

den we headed to KIM GARY for our lunch

After lunch, we planned to watch movie "Tiger Woohoo"

but too bad we dint watched it,

because Aemy said dun wan,

den we went to A&W for a talk...

and played wif Warren's camera (smile detection)

we r still as noisy as always...

haha... I going to miss the moment we having fun together....

After Jerina leave, is going to be warren and david d....

aikz.. everyone is going to leave us d... T_T

We spend 3 hours dere..

B4 left, i went to Padini to buy 2 clothes again...

I jus fall in love wif PDI clothes...

haha...

After that, I also went home and rest !!!

But end up I fall alseep...

I had a nightmare during my nap hour

I dreamt that I took the elevator alone,

while waiting for the elevator the surrounding was scary and dark

when the elevator opened,

there was an aunty inside the elevator

den without further thinking I walked in, after that i felt that aunty looks weird and scary,

I hold my things tightly with the car key

so when it reached the level of the car park,

i quickly ran out from the elevator, and ran towards my car

After get in my car, I feel the aunty is looking at me, so i quickly locked the car

and started engine and drove away... but the aunty's car blocking me,

i am so scare and is multi-level parking

with my nervous and scare,

i drove wif high speed to get rid from the old aunty,

but i just couldnt make it,

i jus keep on driving all the way, but i couldnt get back to my own house,

i am so scare!!! All the way is dark and cold,

the atmosphere was so quite!!!

B4 i get back to my own house,

grandma wake me up for dinner d....

Since i woke up until now, i still feel dizzy.. head spinning

and its cause me cannot concentrate on my study

so i choose to blog here...

Aikz, recently I am super duper tired and exhausted

need fetch grandma go here and there because CNY coming d

den when free eh tym need to fetch my sis

everyday need to fetch her home from tuition...

I really tired d, I wan holiday !!!!

I beh tahan d!!!!!!!!!!!

Busy sunday

Surprisingly i cant woke up dis morning to go out for breakfast wif my family

went to a newly open DIM SUM shop to have breakfast

den went to market 1,

wanted to buy shrimps but no more,

so went to market 2,

buy those new year cookies.... i lyk new year cookies...

i knw i am tam chiak but bo huat,

cos i love to eat...

after that, went home to rest and watch show

around 11 smth went to furniture shop to look for new bed, and new shoes rack

finally i got it d.. i no need sleep on mattress without bed d... hehe

so happy !!!

after shop for furniture, den went gurney wif sis to buy clothes

i bought another 2 shirts from PDI, and i can made conclusion all my clothes is from PDI

and its jus normal and simple T, but all is ladies type Tshirt...

should be ok... i doesnt wan those complicated clothes

while its also make me look complicated... hehe

for me, simple and nice T is the better look d.. haha...

After that, went to parkson, my sis bought a shirt its very nice...

I spent 200+ dere too..

After that went BR to catch up wif my family,

and all of dem were there d, so punctual... haha...

Today is 31st of the month, so BR do offer 31% for those consumers

and one thing Warren chia us to eat, haha... he is good right

Thanks Warren... and we also teased on him and mop mop...

after BR, I did not join them for the next place,

i went home for dinner,

and now i am here to blog..

End of today!!!!

Read it

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I? am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。
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3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。
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4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your?heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。
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5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。
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6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is?falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。
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7.. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the?world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。
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8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。
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9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right?one, so that when we finally meet the person,?we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。
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10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。
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11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。
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12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and?know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

ps: copy from somewhere

Great Grandma and GRanduncle birthday

I am too lazy for my blog today,

so cut it short and simple.. keke

My great grandma 95's birthday and my grand uncle 54's birthday

Happy birthday to them...

Had a small celebration and family reunion too..

Every year,

my great grandma birthday celebration also a reunion to us..

besides that, every 2nd day of cny that also a reunion

sometym will have a small reunion too... but its rarely

keke... This year had a special celebration, we had buffet dinner at my house,

its diff wif the previous year... because we always had birthday dinner at restaurant...

den always eat until pek chek.. haha.. this year diff cos can eat slowly and not really need to dress up... haha.. as usual the children will always gather themselves and play among themselves..For the young usually will join the old for chit chat... haha..

Then around 9 sumthing they also went back le..

I also back to my laptop's life...

haha.. that's all

Orientation Day

Today 1st day went to Han Chiang college for orientation day

As u guyz know,

orientation day will always be boring to us..

cos most of da colleges will talk abt the same thing

those rules and regulation

loan or scholarship

academic thing

and etc

At the 1st hrs

i was not that sleepy

but I don't know whether is my prince charming is calling me

and that tym i kept on yawning

and started to feel sleepy and dizzy

after the course registration

its also our breaktym

we went to pass up our registration form and photo to the person in-charge

den wandered around for a while

The weather is so hot,

we decided to go back to the Dewan Kuliah

but its close so walked down again

and we met a fren

den talked for an hour abt college,

and nonsense

haha..

after breaktym,

is campus tour d,

walked around the campus and get to know all the places

after that went back home for lunch and nap

but end up eat nth for lunch

and now i m suffer from the pain

due to empty stomach ate curry

and now still not feeling well

aikz

That's all for today

Going to bed d,

tmr 8am class till 12noon

so wish myself enjoy the class tmr..

keke..

all the best and good luck to myself...

Night

Lame

Is a new's year 2010

and

I still cannot decide whether to study at local or overseas

and yet i also cant settle down myself

make my sure and clear to choose between

psychology (which is my 1st choice)

and mass communication (2nd choice of mine)

So to make myself clear enough,

i asked my fren for advice

and thx for my fren who told me a long story abt that

so i can made a wise decision on it..

at last,

b4 4th Jan

i had my decision,

I choose to study at Han Chiang which is Diploma in Mass communication..

all the best to myself and Joel too..